This is something that you will never read and won’t give to you. You told me how you felt and this is my way of writing what I think. You know for a split second I really thought you had our back and some kind of approval but I was incredibly wrong. Nothing has changed at all. There is no support or anything, no backing us up. You just immediately go and point fingers without knowing the real story and I honestly think you don’t really care. You don’t care what happens behind close doors. You don’t know that I woke up hours early to get her school stuff ready, make coffee, pack a lunch, get her dressed up while asleep which is a lot harder and wake her up with enough time to really wake up and leave on time. I did that every single day, that is not doing anything? That isn’t pushing her to get her school stuff finished? Also making sure she goes to bed early enough to get a good nights rest even though she would get off work late, right because that doesn’t count either right? Of course you knew some of this but when it came down to it, it was still my freaking fault right? Because I didn’t do fucking shit. I know how important school is trust me I do. I may not think sometimes or have common sense for other things but I know the importance of school. And you bringing up high school was plain low. How dare you even bring that stuff up, really? You  decided to conditionally love your child instead of accepting her and supporting her and having her back like any parent should. At work I saw a mother physically abuse and verbally abuse her child because she had autism and I understand that is something genetic and different but the concept is similar. I know many parents who love their child, have patience and do everything right to make sure that child knows they are loved despite their differences. How can a parent love their child when they have no control over who they are because let me tell you being gay doesn’t happen overnight, it isn’t something you decide to be one day. It is always there since birth some people don’t realize it till later or some at an early stage. You are just pushing her away because you are so close mindedness and yeah I get that is how you grew up but guess what?! YOU and only YOU can decide to change that and trust me it can happen. My dad is living proof of it. He used to say some mean things about things like that and look now, I have his full support because he knows that if he doesn’t accept who I am then I won’t really be in his life. A parent should love their child UNCONDITIONALLY! I have grown up since I’ve been with Krys and I have not pushed her down like you think. You only see what you want to see. you don’t care about us or our relationship or anything that happens between us or behind close doors. You don’t give a fuck so you shouldn’t judge or say anything because you don’t know anything! It makes me so angry that you feel this way and blame me for everything AGAIN! just like in high school. You are so blinded though and refuse to open your eyes and guess what, that is only pushing her away. I know this is more than just love, but support, pushing each other and all that and we do that. It may not seem like it to you because you refuse to hear anything about us. You just hear the bad, the stupid little things I do and I know you insult me and talk shit about me behind my back because I am different. Because I am weird and so different from your family. Guess what everyone is different but we have to learn to accept people for who they are. I feel like even as a person you judge me because you always care about fucking appearance. I am loud and proud and happy for who I am. I know Krys loves me for who I am, yeah I frustrate her but she frustrates me. You and Leo fight because of your differences but you still love each other right? Krys and I are partners and I know that is a sour word in your mouth but it is the truth. We fell but we are getting straight back up.